Sunday 18 November 2012

according to me, anyways.

the 5 essentials 


one - an ear for difference. You know if were not careful, and we don't continually appreciate the creative when we hear it, its only a matter of time until they start spoon feeding us the same stuff. Come on, its going to be easy if we don't pay attention and keep our ears perked for unique, NEW, interesting sound...We're going to be jumping around, waving our hands in the air to the same shit every performance or show we go to. Put aside the fact that everything's a band wagon these days with "EDM" - every show goer is just stealing our special little secret right? We mock Guetta for selling out, we beak Tiesto for going house, but aren't we just doing that because its the easy thing to do? There's a ton of other "DJ's" and "producers" out there giving us the same old thing and we just keep soaking it up. Listen for something that's different...follow it down the rabbit hole and who knows what kind of exciting stuff you'll find. 

two - you've got to care. It's simple really, you've got to care about your music. Nothing separates you from the fan beside you if you don't genuinely care about your music in some capacity. It's a simple argument, one that's not even worth bringing up again. EDM, its association with drugs, yadda yadda. We all know it, we all get it, and Madonna and Deadmau5 rehashing it for us doesn't do any of us any good or change the fact that such a stereotype exists. But those who honestly care for what their ears and their hearts love, besides all of that, well that's beyond essential. That's stone cold necessary. 

three - share. I've said it before and I'll say it again; sharing is caring! Share with your friends, your enemy's, whatever. You can't say you hate pickles when you've never taken a bite out of a delicious dill. So many meatballs are strutting their stuff out there, dissing EDM like the "pop-infused club top 40 dance crap" it is...yeah whatever. But you can't blame them because they don't know. So share your finds, your dirty dubstep, your tasty trance, serve it up ready to order - ignorance in this case isn't really that blissful. 

four - listen to Markus Schulz. Okay sorry, I had to, but the guy is so good. I linked below his B2B set with Ferry......it's like your ears melt into your earphones. For the fact alone that GDJB is one of the best podcasts's around, his trance is so dark its just addictive. His sound, his style, totally unique. Another reason, in my opinion why trance is anything but dead, and for anyone that says so, lets talk after you listen to this B2B set. 



five - confidence. I list this as five, but really it could be the most important point. I can't stand when someone doesn't have a God damn backbone to defend what it is they like and why. BELIEVE in your own tastes. I love trance so much its borderline obsessive. No, it IS obsessive. Without pigeonholing myself into one particular genre, trance is so many things to me, sometimes I can't even find words to explain why it is that I like it. I have confidence in it though, regardless. Like what you wanna like and pardon my french, but fuck the guy who says its no good. If you like it, have a little faith in your own ear.

KM. 


P.S. - the beautiful song I was listening to while I wrote this. 

Wednesday 14 November 2012

and then that random woman whispers "Trance Around The World"

I guess the question really is 'why do I love TATW so much'? It doesn't necessarily afford an easy answer. The best I can tell you is at the end of the day - there are only a few things that elicit a genuine, un-thought, un-planned emotional response from us as human beings any more. And for me, Trance Around The World is one of them. 

Our answers are pre-calculated, our friendships are organized, our days made up in planners and timetables. I know where I’ll be every morning, I know who I’ll see every day, I know where I work, who I like, what I’m going to say to those around me. Maybe that’s why I feel like the wings on my feet are slowly breaking free from their tethered shackles, looking for new air to conquer. Because as much as the security and comfort of knowing how you feel is wonderful, NOT knowing and genuinely responding to something is a breath of fresh fucking air.

Meeting someone who steals your attention for a second, unplanned – nothing thought through. Deciding that maybe you will be somewhere different tomorrow, see something new next week, feel something instantly genuine and fresh – well that’s why I love TATW.

Because whenI sit in my bedroom, surrounded by familiar territory in Alberta, or my brand new mountains in B.C., no matter where I am – what I feel when I listen is genuine. It’s brand new, its intensive emotion that’s surprising and exciting and its ME.

Sometimes I close my eyes and I’m reminded of a brand new moment at a long ago show, where a producer, a DJ, where someone took me on a musical journey that was new. Or sometimes I just feel that brand new emotion in my kitchen, sipping coffee and feeling. TATW makes me feel. Trance music makes me feel. It reminds me that although I may have rested my spirits somewhere, that my time to be steady and calm, to learn and to remain patient is important now – it reminds me of those slowly flapping wings below my knees, around my ankles. They’ll be ready to soar soon.

It fills me with unexpected excitement about new love, fresh starts, and adventures to unfold. Sometimes it fills my heart with old loves, dead ends and adventures that lead to personal ruin, if but for a time. BUT at least I feel it. What a shame it would be to stop feeling at all, or at least not to feel anything we hadn't already planned for ourselves. And that is why I love TATW. 

It makes me feel something nothing else can. 




And on that note...



My first link here is going to take you to the wonderful Electronic Oasis's website, where they've cleverly listed the top 10 ID's from TATW 450. There's new Mat Zo + Porter, a new A&B track, even an new Andrew Bayer ID. It's just an easy link for you to cash in on and find the newest stuff you can't ID from a few greats and better-than-great weekend of music. 

http://www.electronicaoasis.com/trance/group-therapy-radio-ten-previews




Secondly, as per my almost prophetic telling of the weekend in question, Mat Zo's tracklist was beautiful...

http://soundcloud.com/edmtunestv/mat-zo-live-trance-around-the-world-450-group-therapy-india-10-11-2012

Also - Andrew Bayer's set. If you don't own It's Artificial, you should. 

http://soundcloud.com/edmtunestv/andrew-bayer-live-trance-around-the-world-450-group-therapy-india-10-11-2012



Tuesday 6 November 2012

perhaps we should try this again?



I've been thinking a lot about forgiveness lately. What it means to forgive someone - to truly release yourself from any kind of pain or injustice that you've endured. What it actually means to be free. It's been with ease anyone has ever encouraged the art of forgiveness to another. When it’s not your pain or your freedom dangling in the balance, it’s so easy to prompt someone to forgive.

I've been taught my entire life to forgive those who do wrong against me. After all, we're all human right? We all at one point or another, act in selfish disregard of another's feelings, only focusing on the sole pursuit of our own gratification. Who in their life hasn't chosen their own happiness over someone else's? At a very basic level of understanding, we do it every single day. From the simplest acts we perform in our homes, with our friends, around our family - altruism is an often desired, but never fully acquired trait. If I am, at any given point, only acting in my own self-regard, than I have to be able to conceive someone else doing exactly the same thing.

I understand forgiveness. I understand that holding bitterness, envy, grief, even hate...holding onto all of these things only serves to imprison a person. I understand forgiveness. One gains nothing when they continue to hold an injustice in their heart - after someone has betrayed a trust, spoken a lie, offered an unkind word.

I understand that fundamentally, forgiveness is supposed to allow freedom for YOU as the forgiver. It is a tool to set you, the burdened heart, free.

But what if the place where you once stood is so totally shaken, so foundationally corrupted, that what you once believed true now no longer seems so clear? What if the closest people lied, the realest truth’s proved fake, what if love proved not enough? What then?

I use to speak from a place of faith. I had faith in forgiveness and I encouraged it in others. And I guess, from a certain perspective I still believe in it. I don’t doubt its power to free you from another’s “mistake”, that beyond everything else, it allies itself most strongly with the one it’s used by. When the ground beneath you shakes however, forgiving isn't as easy you might imagine. 

You reach out for that strong virtue, the thing you know you’re supposed to do and you just can’t. You try. You get it!…it’s right, and you know eventually you’ll stand on firm ground once again – maybe not the same ground, but solid all the while. You know one day it’ll be a distant memory. Love will be enough again one day. What if however, despite all of this you can’t forgive? 

Are you trapped forever?

Are you forever incapable of letting go?


….or maybe you just keep trying. You keep trying to forgive, if only for you. There seems a fine line right now, right here with my thinking – one that holds between a dark side of mistrust that is dreary, spiteful, beaten and broken. I am none of those things. The other side is bright, spontaneous, honestly ambitious, expansive, sunshine radiates throughout…I am not really any of those things either.

I am walking the fine line of forgiveness. I am trying to forgive others and myself every day in every mistake. Dare I slip and fall and be lost forever to either side of the war, I will continue to tread the line and find forgiveness. It isn't bullshit when I search for positivity, it doesn't make me dumb. Trying to let go doesn't make me stupid. I want more for myself.

What happens when you try and forgive someone who broke you in a deep and dark way, and you just can’t? ...Perhaps you try again.  

Friday 2 November 2012

SHARSIES!

Guess who went hunting? This girl. I divided and conquered the far reaching corners of the internet, searched the darkest holes, pillaging and laying claim to my victorious finds. Haha, okay not quite. I listened to a few podcast's, I sampled a couple group's postings I'm privy too, even checked out some Soundcloud's...all of which easily led me here with what I've found to be worth sharing. 




Annnnd that's kind of the point of what I felt like saying tonight, or this morning, or whenever one of my friends is forced to read this. Share your music with everyone that seems curious, share with any willing ear or heart. 

If someone hadn't shared with me I wonder if I would have ever fallen in love with this kind of music. I didn't just go to a rave, or show or whatever you want to call it one day and fall in love with techno music. In fact, I hated techno when I was first introduced. Yes, I can remember saying "it all sounds exactly the same". Ugh - that makes me shudder. 

I met a friend my first year of university who asked if I'd ever heard of Tiesto. When I admittedly hadn't, it was her willingness to share with me that changed the type of music I listened to then and for the rest of my life. On a scrap piece of paper she wrote down 6, maybe 7 songs that unknowingly changed my life. 

It may have started there, but all along the way people have been sharing with me what they enjoy. Some, by request - I admire a few people I've met in the last few years that search for new tunes harder perhaps than I do. And then there are those that have sent me songs that haven't stuck - but the point is this has become a hobby, an obsession, my greatest love - and all because someone decided to share a song with me. I post a multitude of songs that I know not everyone's going to like, but I know there are a few people out there that are going to find the same kind of joy I do in them. 

Someone is trolling my wall on Facebook because they don't know where to go to find the music I've shared that they really dig  - and that's cool by me. Running the risk of sounding cliche, music can save a person from whatever misery they've got going on. It's done it for me. 

A couple of these songs I discovered in a group I'm a part of on Facebook called degrade L.A.. I met a guy from Los Angeles in Amsterdam at the Flying Pig Hostel, and this guy literally lunged at me across his bar stool when I asked him what he thought about Mat Zo - instant friends. He added me to this group and I've been able to hear stuff I would NEVER have found on my own. I'm glad he, and others, are sharing!!!




SHARE WHAT YOU GOT PEOPLE!!!!! Especially with me - I want to hear it all!

meeooowwww. 




I've divided my finds into 2 groups - the first is trance, some proggy, with a little seven lions. The second is electro-house, with a touch of dub. I'm trying to broaden my horizons and lately I've been really dabbling in the dub - who knew. 

Also I have the links below all the titles, I am painfully pathetic with computers. My knowledge extends to typing in youtube queries....and then I'm basically a lost cause. So my blog layout is semi-pathetic, but the substance is there, the meat and potatoes. It just might not be that aesthetically pleasing. 


group number 1:



1. Paul van Dyk ft Plumb - I don't Deserve You (Maor levi & Bluestone remix)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b_9F1GuJQ0s

I just want to make a note that the drop in this song made me first pump in bed, with the lights out last night. How's that for a mental image?


2. EDX - Touched (Original Mix)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_wz1fwMBrbk


3. Sean Tyas feat. Julie Thompson - What I Am
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZWSjTzfxUyc


4. Ferry Corsten ft. Betsie Larkin - Not Coming Down (Dash Berlin 4 AM Remix)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=osI6Js64ZmA#!

Dash Berlin is like a popcycle - no matter how hold you get or refined your tastes become, you are always going to want to come back and have a popcycle. I hope that's not offensive, because I don't mean it to be - I just think he's a staple of the trance-lovers diet and although sometimes his "pop-infused" stuff rubs me the wrong way, he's always going to be that guy that dropped Man on the Run for the first time I ever heard it live and made me cry. 


5. Hot Chip "Flutes" [Sasha Remix] (Last Night on Earth)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bZtgsUHdwP4


6. Orjan Nilsen - Filthy Fandango (Original Mix)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J9A88fydXfg

This is by far my favorite find of this week. 


7.Seven Lions – The Truth [OWSLA]


8. Festen - Give It To them

http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=gt7iZ_uilts#!



9. Andrew Rayel feat. Jano - How Do I Know 
10. Feed Me & Crystal Fighters - Love Is All I Got (Feed Me's matilda Remix)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=Ci7b9HCx3-E#!


11. Kastle - Stay Forever (VIP)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=bmneDEAySNA



12. Robosonic - The Edge (Original Mix)

13. Firebeatz & Schella - Dear New York (Original Mix)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HxXsXG2TpVM




14. Tujamo & Plastik Funk - Who (Original Mix)

15. Abstract vision & Elite Electronic vs Broning - Relict (Basil O'glue & Styller Remix)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p9O2yorY4Us&feature=share